My ex finally called me again. At first I was happy, but then all the memories came flooding back to me. It turns out I shouldn't be blaming myself because she didn't talk to me for those two and a half months, she just treats me and her other friends like crap! I remembered I already confronted her on this by telling her that I felt like she didn't care for me or really love me and that I don't feel like I have place in her life. You know what her response is? "I'm not sure what to say about that, I stopped telling everyone I love them just incase something bad happens to me."(Wait, what?)
So then she proceeds to stop talking to me for two and a half months and when she calls back, she acts like nothing happened! She acts like everything is just fine between us! At first I think "Well, okay maybe she just wants to put all that behind us. She just wants to forget about it. Yeah!" Soon enough it becomes apparent to me she's treating me exactly the same as she did before. I confront her on this again, pretty much saying the exact same thing as last time. She even gives the same response. It's been two days since we've talked, and she was dumb enough to put "It's happening all over again" as her myspace status.
I mean, just holy crap all I ever wanted from her was "I'm sorry" and "I love you too." That's it! That and her treating me like I'm actually someone she cares about! But fine, guess I don't have place in her life anymore. It's not like I'm not used to not having a place with people. Wait, did that come out right?